Curnen drank her tea, letting those words sink in. "I don't remember very much. I was barely there toward the end. But there's just... inertia. Sometimes when I get agitated, I forget how to talk. Sometimes I'll start walking, even running, on all fours, and it feels like what I'm supposed to be doing. I still have to walk myself through thinking, 'I'm not hungry. I don't need to eat that. I'm not going to starve.'"